Weplaymagiccards' Journals

Would you be there for me?

Just be a stanbby

Sit there and watch me die

through all the pain

i said i love you

and then you were gone

not a word

not a look

slit me open and watch me bleed

this is all over

i wish the best for you

and the worst for me

grave your name into my wrists

make my veins feel the hate

i'd be lying if i said i was fine

embrace this feeling

the butterflies in your bloodstream

seize the rush of joy

this will be the last time

i standby your side

cut me open

rip out my heart leave a hole

to remind you of what you broke

to me this feeling is natural

put me down

rip me up

and stadby

go slit your wrists-Because thats the label I get

the black circles around my eyes are the umbrellas catching the tears that silently fall from your heart,because we live in a land of liars and fakes just give me one more take and i can make the time stop with one more look into your eyes lets just not forget what happens when we get sent to the sky im holding onto your hand but for me the sound is crashing in the sand as my soul takes another direction i take another hit for my label

Do me a favour?

need a way to end this life

before you come sweep me off of my feet

i cant lose everything again

put a stop to this misery

do me a favour and draw blood

ive only wanted you to love me until death do us part

so here's my chance while you still love

give me that one last kiss goodnight

and cry yourself to sleep

dont regret what we had just make it a memory and move on

If I were to awake before i die i would give you one last kiss good bye

ive given up on wanting to die

for now and forever more im gonna try

to keep my way and stay

so i can lay underneath the stars

hold me tight and say my name

when it's over i will be the one to blame

through all the shame and the fright

i only wanted one last sight

to see the loved ones together

to walk the street and remember

all the life and bright colours in my eyes

and kiss me slowly good-bye

It's all too much but never good enough

for all the time i have failed

never once i bailed

i stuck around to hear you say

how you wish i were a different way

your words have stuck in my head

but i have never said

i only wish i were dead

cuz i stuck around to hear you say

and thought maybe i could change my way

because for you i was never good enough

but for all the stuff

i thought you would love

but instead i was never good enough